Finally after going riding in the forest of Fontainebleau, I did not manage any more to control my sexuality sufficiently and I decided to marry . I had started to work in the trade undertaking of my father in a certain spirit of mortification after an exposure of my art works organized by my mother in a beautiful gallery of Paris where the interested and superficial side from society there, was displeasing to me. A Friday of Holy Week in Madrid was distinctly intimated to me, in a rather unusual way, the injunction to marry me with the first girl that I would meet at the frontier. What was done. The latter appeared scrambled with Good God for a promise of marriage which had been refused to her. She returned to the faith by noticing that the Lord took care to provide him a husband. The married and professional life went back lower my practice religious without however encroaching on my spirit of meditation and while I was continuously guided by new charismas which led me to continue the assistance with the daily Eucharist and with my wife in the prayer of the rosary each evening.

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